I just want to say...

And what if I could tell you one thing?

And you could understand exactly what I mean...

I have so many things to say.

My head´s spinning like 300/h.

Lots of this thoughts, I want to hide, others I want to shout, others just talk about.

I want to say.

I want, just... But I... Ohhh... Just trying to explain!

Will you understand? If I try to say everything I feel tonight?

If it was possible, I would just want to say...

This... "This"... THIS is all so big, bigger than me and yet I want to embrace it all.

I know I can do it, because I want to.

I know that even if it comes tumbling around when I pull it, I will catch everything I need.

Have you ever felt like if your heart is jumping so much that it will come out of your chest?

Or like you are so calm in the middle of the storm, because you know that after that it can´t be worst...So you just don´t bother and smile inside.

Even if bad memories bring sadness, what comes ahead is so much more important.

Because there is so much more in front.

And you have all your life in your hands.

What you do with it... It´s only your responsability....

And that´s so good... When you decide to be able to do it.

Can you see how ridiculous it was? Yes, that... That that kept pulling you to the ground.

And you´re so much more, beyond all of that.

And the best of you is always to come.

It´s like if you are always allowed to arrive again.

To the eyes of the people?...

I rather be an alien than a robot.

... I still have so much more to say...